I was well on my way to a serious drunk in the Tavern of the Silver Stag when Manjarous finally found me. He walked over to me. I kicked the nearest bench back.
"Sit down," I drawled. "Have a couple. On me. You can catch up."
He shook his head and remained standing. "You can drown in regret if you're not careful," Manjarous said. He looked at me steadily. "Don't do it, Stefan. Don't waste your life like this."
"How should I waste it?" I mocked him.
"You would have saved her if you had been able," he said softly. "It's not your fault Maladora passed on."
"Murdered," I said. "She didn't pass away. She didn't die in her bed. She didn't close her eyes and peacefully go beyond. She was murdered. She died in pain. She died wanting me ... to save her." For a moment, I felt her shuddering body again in my arms and I heard my voice pleading with her to stay with me. I would have worshiped any god who had saved her, but the gods are deaf. And cruel. They gave me magic at the same time they took away my love.
"You couldn't save her," Manjarous said.
"I could have sent her away," I said. "If I hadn't loved her so much ..." I fought for control of my voice. "I should have sent her away. She would be alive if I had."
"Stefan, you don't know that," he said. "Gal'karn would not have given --"
I waved off his words. "It's my fault." I raised my mug and drained the remaining ale. "I'm going to get drunk now. Either join me or leave me alone." I held up the mug so that the barmaid would see I needed a refill.
Manjarous frowned and shook his head. "Stubborn fool." He sighed. "Try to get back before dawn. Even you need sleep." He walked away and left me with my regrets.
-- Excerpt from Dragons In Flight, Copyright 2009 Stephen B. Bagley
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4 comments:
Nice site.
Do dragons sleep during the day? Do they have a curfew? I hope they're different from vampires (I'm kidding -- I'm sure they are).
Well, the dragons in my book actually refer to the members of the Circus of Dragons, but there are "real" dragons in it, also. Admittedly, the real dragons aren't much like the popular idea of dragons, but they do exist.
My fantasy-writer friend has, last I heard, pieces of about 8 books, all in the same series. Well, the first is done and the second nearly so, but the other six are in various stages. Like you said, gotta write it down so it doesn't disappear into the ether.
Hope you have a nice time on your off hours, and that your tummy feels better soon.
Thanks, Kirsten. And I wish your friend well!
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