At the moment, there are a few staggering survivors of the computer meltdown. My data -- including my writing -- seems to be intact, as well as my photos and graphics. I don't know how I will get everything from this hard drive into a new computer, but at least the possibility exists. Fortunately the book is safe on numerous floppies and flash drives. I've always been paranoid about losing it. (Years ago, I once lost nearly 100 pages of a mystery novel when an old hard drive died, and there were no other copies. It taught me a hard lesson.)
So ... what does this mean? I don't know. I used my roomie's computer to shop for computers online last night. I don't think I can manage to purchase one this month, but maybe next month. Man, I hate being poor. Enough whining. Truly I'm not poor. I have friends, a home, food (too much) and a lot of other blessings. Gotta keep remembering that. And I still have access to a computer at work, at the library and at home (my roomie's when he's not using it). So I'll make it. I'm afraid the blog will suffer some. I won't be able to post pictures for a while, and I might have to miss a few days there, depending on what I can work out on computer access. Oh well. Not the end of the world.
The book is going to suffer, too, but it can't be helped right now. I can't write on it at work (not and keep my job!) and the library doesn't allow people to insert disks (They're worried about viruses). So I will have to use my roomie's computer when he's not using it. He uses it a lot. And should since it's his. So maybe I won't get it done by my birthday in July, which was my original goal. Or maybe I will. I'll just do the best I can, and we'll see. The July deadline was one that I imposed anyway.
Email is also going to be hit and miss for a while, but I can access most of my accounts from my roomie's computer so I won't be terribly behind. My family newsletter -- already two months late -- will simply have to wait. I can't install all the necessary programs to produce it on my roomie's computer, not to mention that his printer couldn't handle all the photos and graphics. I may be producing simpler version with a photocopy machine until I get a new computer.
I won't deny that I'm bit down emotionally. I've worked so hard on my debt reduction plan, and then I got sick for a couple of months and that's still going on and taking money, and now my computer dies, more money that I don't have. Kinda like a kick in the ribs after you're already on your knees. Still, like I said, I got a lot of blessings.
And hey, a new computer is always a cool thing; even if it won't be top-of-the-line, it will still be faster than what I have now. I will have to buy a few problems on top of the computer purchase -- Microsoft Publisher (for the newsletter) and Adobe Photoshop Elements (my current version won't run under XP) and probably a couple others that I haven't thought about, but somehow I'll make it happen. Particularly if I can sell a kidney. Or two.
That's all the news from Ground Zero. Y'all have a great day.
Just know you will be sorely missed during any absences. I hope you'll be up and running again very soon. And I'm glad the prices of computers continue to come down -- maybe that will mean you can be back sooner rather than later.
ReplyDeleteI admire you for counting your blessings in the midst of all this.
Good perspective on what brings one happiness.
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